well, i must say, i am indeed the luckiest woman in the world. i have indeed found the man i am meant to be with forever, and in finding him, i have discovered many things about myself.
i am too defensive. i need to break that wall down and fully release myself to him. i need to relax. i need to acknowledge that no matter what he has my back.
i think i am so used to doing for myself, not being able to rely on any man unless he is my father. i love how mychris is filling my fathers shoes.
i know i do need to work on my defensive manner, and i really think i need to get help with that so i can release my all to my man.
i love him, dearly, enough to get help with my emotions as it pertains to being defensive. i will look into it this week.
i am too defensive. i need to break that wall down and fully release myself to him. i need to relax. i need to acknowledge that no matter what he has my back.
i think i am so used to doing for myself, not being able to rely on any man unless he is my father. i love how mychris is filling my fathers shoes.
i know i do need to work on my defensive manner, and i really think i need to get help with that so i can release my all to my man.
i love him, dearly, enough to get help with my emotions as it pertains to being defensive. i will look into it this week.
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